One of the things I love about Grace is her lack of personal space. I can get up in her face and cover her with kisses, and it doesn’t bother her. When she was a year old, we would do the “baby mind meld”, and she would press her forehead to mine. The child has not yet developed a need for personal space, and I love it.
Hairs How continues to post my blogs. You may have already read this post on my site, but if you havent seen the photos of my last chemo treatment, check it out. Looking at the photos less than two months later, it seems like chemo was a lifetime ago. Thanks to all my nursers, Drs, and friends at Beth Israel Deaconess!
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The past month has been the hardest, emotionally and physically, of this entire experience. Other than Dr’s appointments, I have hardly left the house. I’ve been living the past six months in protected bubble, where I only let approved information in, where Doctors attend to my every sniffle, where I know I’m safe.
Now that I’m officially “cancer free”, it’s time to leave the bubble. While I’m still recovering from surgery, and have radiation ahead of me, I’m out of the woods. I should be jumping up and down for joy, but all I can do is cry. I’m scared, and frankly, really really sad. It feels a bit like post partum depression. Continue reading Trying to leave the bubble
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